The opening story of the woman, who had been crippled for 18 years and then was healed by Jesus, seemed straight forward to the group. The only wrinkle was that Jesus does the healing on the Sabbath, and since the woman's being crippled was not an emergency, the law would have prescribed that the healing should have taken place on another day. The leader of the synagogue raises this issue, but Jesus challenges him, and anyone else who agreed with him, calling them "Hypocrites!" The group spotted a difference in the translations after Jesus' response. Were people shamed or felt ashamed? This is an important distinction. If they were shamed, they may never have felt they were wrong, but were publicly embarrassed. If they felt ashamed, they they realized they were wrong.
Jesus talking about the mustard seed and leaven in connection with the Kingdom of God opened the door to talking about the surprising way the Kingdom unfolds in the world and in our lives. There is almost an invasive quality to the mustard plant, which you would not plant in a garden, and the adding of leaven to bread. Certainly, the Kingdom Jesus was announcing turned things upside down. Healing on the Sabbath was, in an of itself, radical to some.
Where we spent most of our time was with the narrow door. Jesus says we are to strive for the narrow door and that many will be barred by the owner. Jesus is saying we should not assume we are inside looking out, but rather outside looking in. Again, Jesus is challenging us to face the truth of our lives. The door to the Kingdom is narrow, and, on our own, we will not squeeze through. We try to widen the door by our justifications, or assume we are good enough to get into the banquet. We certainly can feel that way in comparison to others. Jesus knocks down those ideas. In the end, we are at the mercy of God. We are powerless. The amazing news is that is where God meets us in grace. In the movie, An Officer and A Gentleman, Mayo, who is training to be an officer, tries to work the system. He does everything he is suppose to do, but he's still playing a game. The Sargent keeps pushing him, saying he should quit. One day, he's pushing Mayo, yelling, "Why do you want to stay?" Finally, Mayo breaks and says, "I have nowhere else to go." Everything changes at that point. The same dynamic can be found in AA. You have to hit bottom and own your helplessness before you can truly begin recovery. This is never easy. The group asked the question, "How you can own the truth and not give into despair?" When you face the darkness of your life, how can you see the light? There are people who never seem to see the light. How does the grace of God break in? Our conversation ended with these questions. We will take them up next Wednesday. How appropriate is it that we explore these issues during Holy Week.
Peace,
Pastor Summer